Hello there, my name is Emily I'm 19. I live in a shitty town with shitty people. I'm unhappy with myself completely I cut and I take pain killers. I constantly think of suicide which drives me crazy. I give myself to anybody who gives me any sort attention which is sad but it comes with my need of being needed. I love reading, Nirvana, Chinese Food, Cold Weather, Rain and Daydreaming. I'm quite and its not because I'm shy its because my thoughts consume me and get the best of me. I have problems but then again who doesn't . I like to talk and help people I've always put other peoples feelings ahead of mine and i always will. Well this is me in somewhat of a nutshell.